And here it comes

As all of you know.. and as i said million of times i was choosen to go to Turkkey this coming March for a school trip/ school project.. Ofcourse i am very happy when i they finally choose me to go with them honestly i was overjoyed well you guys have mentioned but yeah.. i just want to travel to turkey to meet new people and at the same time to have fun but the world turns...

Right now, I am honestly very sad and disappointed with this trip you wanna know why?? well because every happenings turns against me i mean literally everything just turned against me.. It feels that everythings are against that i am going to Turkey so everything is so complicated.. All that flows right now in my head are negative things nothing is positive. I am stressed, I am sad, I am disappointed, I am worried, I am tired..

Yesterday, I was in Stockholm to fix my papper to apply for a visa so that i can go to Turkey.. And to cut the story short.. Yesterday was a very bad day.. I ended up crying while i was walking in the street talking to my parents on the phone.. I felt so alone... and i feel so left behind by everyone.. I went there alone and i never expected this to happened.. I honestly felt that i am ready to give up.. And i am still right now honestly..

I feel so bad also about everything.. I made my teachers waste time on me which i honestly don't deserve...

I am also sad with school right now.. I AM SAD WITH EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW!.. and i can't find something which can help me to push myself again to work hard, to think positive and to something or someone to push me back on the right track..

I miss sleeping like a baby at night...

D DANG!

MORNING!! LET'S EAT BREAKFAST TOGETHER!! 

OREO!!! 

what to do..

i know i must review now but hey! i just want to update you guys ;DD i have a math exam later this day and i am not so prepare to have this exam but what to do.. it's better to face it than to hide from it cause it will just run after you..

a little help to make things easier to understand ;DD you know what i mean right?



tjalalulu!!!

my dearest friend!!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!! guess what!!! I GOT SOME CHOCOLATES THIS DAY!!!! WIIIEEEHOOOO!!!! i got it from my dear friend Mikaela!! THANK YOU AGAIN!! she decided to give me some chocolates cause i wrote in my calendar that this day will be another boring valentines day but thanks to her it doesn't turn out boring!! ;DD

happy valentines

You can close your eyes to the things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.

-Johnny Depp

you know it right??

HOHOHOHOHO!! graduation is coming and yesterday we got the cap that we will be having on our graduation day.. at first i was really excited that i already got it.. but now honestly this cap really gives me stress!! this cap literrally gives me problem falling asleep.. i already put it on my closet so that i can't see it but it is still not working!! i can sense that graduation is coming and there is so much stress in school!! and plus the teachers are like sharpshooters who just shoot you with things you need to do!! and they gives you so little time to do it and even little time to recover after doing the last one.. they just shoot you with things after you made the first one... and i just can't put the graduation day out of my mind i feel it everyday!! and this really gives stress this is not good!!!

BOOM!

You guys are the best!!

YEAH!! it was my birthday yesterday and we had so much fun!! It's not a big party but it is more like some cossy time with my friends Albina and Mikaela :DD we played charades and we also played with the board game Albina gave to me as a gift :'') it was fun!! we also talked about so many things just catching up with each other ;) It's been a long time we had some cossy time so yeah.. btw here are the gifts that i recieve :)

The one in the middle with ''Helt Hysteriskt'' is the one we played and this games is really crazy..  and then maybe you are wondering what is inside if the pink box in front.. it's a mugg which looks like this...

and then this one is a candle!! yeah i have a big obsession with candles!! but not just a candle. this candle smells really good and i mean really good that i want to just smell it all day long!! 

BUT YEAH!! IT WAS REALLY FUN YESTERDAY!! THANK YOU AGAIN GUYS!! REALLY APPRECIATE THEM <3 

YUP!