yeas im trying so hard to hide..

Have you been there.. tell me everything about it..

why is this happening? well i don't know either that's why i am asking you.. cause i really don't have any ideas how this can be like this.. but i guess you can't really avoid it.. i guess it's just normal.. i have this friend of mine that once said that maybe blogs are made to express your feelings without being judge for it.. well right now i think my friend have a right with it.. cause right now that is what i am writing about.. I know you don't have any idea what am i writing about now but believe me i can't either explain it.. cause i never felt like this before... but did you felt sometime in your life maybe once that you can be really helpless at some point.. like you can't do anything cause things are just getting out of your hand.. and then after that feelings.. you will feel unworthy.. i don't know. honestly i don't know.. why do we have feelings? Just sometime in your life everything was perfect as i can't never imagine.. everything was in place everything was in order.. but just like as a struck of the thunder everything was  destroyed.. everything it touched and make things sad and dull and tears flow and smiles fade away just in a blick of an eye.. just like that..

don't expect anyone will help you to raide up again cause you don't know when they will come.. you need to climb up again in your feet on your own and find something to feel you more worthy.. cause i am sure you are worthy as everyone else but sometimes you just can't prevent things from happening that will make you alone, sad, and even felt like you've done your best but still not enough, you feel like giving up.. you feel helpless..

Dream it away... Sleep it away... and Hope everything will be alright again tomorrow and everything will just fade away cause as other said tomorrow is another day.. but is it really another day or will it be like this day??.. Well it will be you who will decide on that noone else.. you just need to believe in yourself you are worthy..

is this really for YOU or is this really for I, myself... Well i guess it's for me...

Only human

I am also a human being i also get hurt...

being addicted..

HOHOHO! lately i've been really addicted to my phone.. guess why?? well i think you know already the answer... it's because of INSTAGRAM, and the GAMES!! i felt like i went back to those years when i got my first ever colored phone but seriouslly i got really addicted with it.. so that's why i haven't updated here ;D but anyways this week will be the hardest week this month cause i have so much to do and so much exams to do.. but after this wekk everything will be more calm so i just want to pass this week.. after this week it feels it will be more of the PARTY PEEPPS time.. first is our prom is coming this 1st of june! and i am alsmost ready!! i just need to do OMBRE with my hair.. yesterday i went to the city and bought shoes for the prom.. I am really excited to use them!!!

yup what you are seeing is MINE! they are full of gold glitters.. the heels doesn't look so high in the icture but they are kinda high but it was so comfy to walked with them 

PS. these are my first pair of PUMPS! 

this is killing me!

I've been working with my project in 4 days in a row and it is really killing me now!! the deadline is tomorrow and i still have a little bit to do.. that will be my mighty video.. i just hope i can finish this thing today! wish me luck..

an update

ok as you maybe remember i borrowed this book named Fifty Shades of Grey.. Believe it or not i am almost done reading it.. and from this point all i can say it WHATT!!! PARENTAL ADVISORY???!! lol well as soon as i finished reading the book i will make some more comments of what i think about it... but for now that is what i can say.. maybe you can already gues what it is really all about and what the main topic is..

Now i get why my friends remain quiet when i asked the genre of the book xD

always better..

love to my ears..

It's almost always better with the acoustic version!