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TO ALL!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! hope you had a wonderful day yesterday

It really is different in the Philippines :DDD

BOOM!

<3

can i make you mine???

SUPER DUPER LOVE THIS BOYS!!!!

party peeppss!!!

Last night, we went PARTY!! we went to eastwood city. It is literally place where you can shop and at the same time go to club and party! so we choose to went there and party.. We had a reunion with my old batch mates in my school and also some of our very old friends so it was really fun cause we had so many to talked about so we can catch up with each other :D we also had some games the loser will drink :DD

Right now i still have a little bit of hangover but it was really fun last night :DDD here is a picture of the place we went and then i will later put some pictures from the party when someone already put them online..

I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS!!! this taste really good!! we drank this one last night..

so scary..

i want you to know that i am really scared when you talked to me about that stuffs specially those things are the things i am really avoiding cause i honestly don't know what to say and how to react.. 

FOOD TRIP!!!

it will just go on

 NEW! NEW!

Simbang Gabi.. (Mass at Night)

one of the things i miss in the Philippines is this one

Ok i am not a super duper religious person but this is one thing i really love in the Philippines. it is so nice having this tradition. This tradition is called Simbang Gabi (night mass). It is a night mass every December. They have a saying that when you completed all the 9 days of night masses your wish will come true. honestly i never completed the 9 masses ha ha this year i've been there only once OOPPSSS!! but one good thing with this tradition is this made you warm inside. Once you are already inside the church the feeling of christmas is really in the air so i really love the environment inside the church. 

so many changes..

so I arrived in the Philippines Dec. 12. Already in the airport i can feel the warm weather ahead of me. It's so warm i guess it is 32 celcius right now.. but by the way back to my first day the day after i just spend my whole day with my mother side's relatives.. I missed them so much that the whole day was spend just catching up with each other and telling some old memories we can't forget and then telling some stories we missed..

the next day i spent my day with my childhood friends so talked and laughed but as time flows you can feel the gap between us.. there are so many things that changes and I don't know how to catch up cause i can feel that they change a lot or am i the one who change so much that we feel so distant with each other.. honestly i hate it.. cause i know that they've been my friends since i was born and ofcourse until now but i just feel different around them.. I don't like this feeling...

better late than never

sorry i didn't blogg thiis week cause i still have a little problem with our internet connection but as soon as it's ok i will be back and update you guys of how am i doing :DD

on my way to adventure!

Right now I am sitting in the airport just waiting for my flight :D I can't imagine it!! I am flying alone for the first time and as of this moment it's going smoothly as i never expected but i am greatful that everything when smoothly I will update you more guys later for more detailed information about how my day started ;DD SEE YAH!!

you can never prevent it..

YOU DESTROYED IT!! I've done everything for you to make it alright for the both of us but i don't know it feels like you are just making things so complicated that make other things more complicated! You never really listen to me.. so what's the point of explaning things to you.. we both are just being tired arguing everytime.. i was not lying... you are the one who must know me afterwe've been together so long ang you said it yourself that you know me so much.. so if you really know me why can you listen to other peoples gossips about me and not listen to my explanation and why can't you belive me that I AM NOT LYING! for f***k SAKE!! you should know me better than anyone!!

now i am just tired of this things.. you had my trust but it was you who doesn't trust me.. you said it yourself one time that never listen to other peoples gossips cause they don't know us so it's better not to listen.. I never listen to others gossip cause you know WHY?? IT IS YOU WHO TOLD ME NOT TO CAUSE YOU SAID THAT I SHOULD NOT LISTEN TO THEM BUT INSTEAD I SHOULD LISTEN TO YOU!! AND I KNOW YOU!! so other people can't change my point of view about you.. but you who changed so quickly just listened to them.. and never though of the past things you said yourself.. you just threw the things we have built for not so long time.. so i guess this is really the end fo it.. I tried my best..

DAMN!!

OK!! look why i can't do it!!! i am so shy that i don't dare to have a proper conversation with him!! like come on!!! i want to know him and i know the only way to know him is to talk to him properly i kinda like him and it seems like he likes me too!! but i don't know!! i dont like expecting things speciall when it comes to this kind of things because i don't want to be disappointed and it is so embarassing!!! but what if he does reall like me but neither of us wants to make the first move what should i do??? am i thingking wrong now about him liking me or something I DON'T KNOW!!

at this very right moment the question is should i add him in FACEBOOK?? or should i wait him to add me instead??? GRRRR i don't like this situation

no. no. no

Don't deny it cause there's no point hiding it.. Just be honest and let it all out.