I need it too..

Why am I the only one who can't be angry?? Why am I the only one who always stops the angriness? Don't i have the right to be angry? just sometimes.. please let me be angry cause everytime I want to be angry i ended up being the peace maker and keeping my angriness inside until i burst out in tears.. Did you know that sometimes i also wanted to shout.. I wanted to shout but guess what i am the one stoping everyone from shouting.. And by doing my job i can't shout cause me shouting at them will just cause more problems and the problem will never be solved.. Sometimes i just need to shout and be angry cause it's hard to keep everything inside and wait until i burst out of tears... I want to hear my voice shouting and angry..

You may not believe this but I can't remember the last time i shouted because i was angry..

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“You should always be taking pictures, if not with a camera then with your mind. Memories you capture on purpose are always more vivid than the ones you pick up by accident.”  -Isaac Marion

 

“Most people don't believe something can happen until it already has. That's not stupidity or weakness, that's just human nature.” -Max Brooks 

 

And the evidence came..

This morning when I was trying to organise some of my stuffs mainly my accessories. I found a very precious, funny, cheap necklace.

Yeah what you are looking right now is a BLINGY!.. Well first I got it when I was still 16 years old. And yes I was still in the Philippines that time. I remember it was some time in Decemeber I bought it. And I can remember it very clear that I was choosing between this one and another necklace but the only difference was the other had a letter R as it's pendant but in the end I chose this one cause obviously my name's meaning is Queen and Queen's have their very fancy crowns. That time in the Philippines those necklaces are the thing! I mean like they are must have jewelry in your collection..

Believe it or not i only wore this necklace one time.. and that time was when we had a christmas party in school. Here is the reason why this necklace became precious to me that time.. My crush that time wore it!! hahahaha After he wore it i don't let anyone borrow it to wear it.. So the last time who wore it was him my high school crush "B". Let's call him B cause his name starts with it. LOL!

I don't know if there will be a time where i will wear it again in some occations but who knows.. It's just funny how i was for just 4 years ago..

Once you started it

And I'm guilty

Yesterday i was in WONDERLAND

The most fun about Sundsvall in summer I should say is the "Gatufest" which I think means Street Party in English but it's kinda of a festival too cause it always happens in Summer.. Yesterday was the opening of the festival so me, my brother and Mikaela went there and as expected we had fun even though it was very excausting.. When we arrived in the place the first thin that caught my eyes was a bad boy ride!! which looks like this..

As a typical me i got really curious how we can ride it so we come closer and found out that as the picture shows it you will just sit in there and let the ride throw you round and round.. Soon as i saw how it works my Adrenaline just reached it's highest point that i was really willing to ride it.. Ofcourse i got also scared cause you will never know what will happen and plus it will be my first time to ride a really scary one.. but i really want it bad!! so tomorrow me and my brother will be going again to the city and ride this BAD BOY!! I am really looking forward!! I can't honestly wait for it to come!! my adrenaline rush will just shut down..

 

Plan: I am actually planning to have a camera with me or in my case my phone to record how the ride will look like while me riding it but i am not really sure how will that worked out cause obviously i don't want to drop my phone.. so i can't promise you if i will do it

 

 

 

On the other side we really had fun yesterday there also have been artists who sang a couple of songs and also a couple of really famous artist here in Sweden like Petter..

 

 

 

 

 

 

This was the scene when we were waiting for the buss..

 

 



Coming up

Today is again one of my lazy days.. It's kinda cold outside for a summer day so what should i do? Well that to update you guys :) Don't worry I will post them all today..

why so sudden

I know that you atleast once have been in a scenario where you felt that you saw a person from a distance or just in a glimpse and then felt that you met him/her sometime before or you really know them but just not sure if it's really them.. Well I saw this guy today and thought that he really looked like the guy whom i had crush for a really long time ago.. Let's call him M.. Maybe you heard about him in the beginning of my blogg but yeah i had a crush on him when we were newly transfered here in Sweden.. I met him in the buss. Well he goes in the same school as me but i don't get to see him that often in school. The only time I see him is in the morning when riding the buss on the way to school.. But not everyday either cause he also drives a car.. So yeah.. What i want to say is that since i am not sure if that was really him i was really curious if i he was really M and if i said hi and asked if he still remember me.. Will it made a difference? Now i can think of what if i reacted in a different way...

whoop whoop!

New purchased! ;D

Dreams do come true! You just have to make sure to make it come true

I found it! And the only thing i can do is to make it happen! So I will be giving my best shot on this!